So sleepy

All that matters is sleep.

Not thinking about my past or my future

Not making plans

No video games or TV

Not thinking about family or friends

Finally free…

*brought to you by hydroxyzine*

P. S. My brain feels muffled, like a bunch of pillows have been shoved into the tubes that used to string ideas together. Now the ideas are far apart and cannot hear each other as well. My brain feels stuffy. Immediately forget what I was doing. Heavy eyelids. Slower heart beat. Nothing matters but sleep… peaceful sigh.